Some times are so good that you don't want them to end!! I have had some good times lately, when I needed them most. I know that I let stress overwhelm me and I have been fighting with this, trying to find answers to make my stress melt away.
This summer was so fast but I did get to enjoy a little time with the girls, and also got the rest I needed. It is just lately it seems everything was bothering me more than usual. I am talking about being on the verge of tears everyday. This is not me!!
Then I would look at my Mya and laugh at her crazy ways and admire her preciousness. She is definitely my doer. GO GO GO all the time :)
I took the girls to the zoo and it was just wonderful to not be in a hurry for once. We just got to hang out and watch all the animals. Mya was amazed by most of it, I think she wanted to get in the cages with them.
She has also learned to sing a few songs....she is just like her sitter in that matter. Tori sang all the time when she was 2. Tori on the other hand was also my watcher. She was controlled and loved to observe. She is still that way, I can't get her to GO GO GO :D
She is in her goofy stage, too!! I can never get good picture of her. It is a shame because as she gets older, she is becoming such a beauty.
Andy and I have gotten to have a few days to ourselves. We enjoyed a Lookouts game one night and as you can see, we got to meet Sara Bareilles!!! She has always been one of my favorites and I can't believe the luck that came my way. I wanted to go to this concert but wasn't sure how. I just said to myself that if it was meant to be I would be able to find a way to go. Sure enough, Andy's mom's girlfriend at work won the tickets and didn't want to go. Not only did she win those but she also won a meet and greet with her!! My prayers for some luck came through.
Miracles do happen and I am seeing it everyday. I just have to keep remembering to take them all in. My girls and Andy are miracles, my family are a miracle, and my friends who are there for me all the time are miracles. I am still really lucky, I just have to stop and smell the roses when it gets to hard.
The summer is ending, school has started, and fall is my favorite time of the year. I pray everyday, whether it's my rosary or just a small quiet prayer of sanity, it has a calming and reassuring effect. I know my Zooey is watching me and I don't want her to see me suffering so. It will get better, it has gotten better, and it will continue.
